记忆的框框

2011-11-06T15:37:00.002Z

在脸书上无意间浏览到了姐姐和爸妈上相馆拍的照。

让我想起在房里他们当年的结婚照。

突然的惊觉，是啊，他们都老了。

岁月的摧残在他们脸上留下了痕迹。

当初，他们也和我们一样年轻。

孩子，家庭，经济，让他们责任重大

每天为孩子奔波，怎么可能还守得住青春？

爸爸曾经说，

他这一生人，什么也没有

没学历，没背景，没钱

但还好有我们这三个孩子。

我想说，虽然我们的家庭只是很普通很普通的家庭

可能真的是什么都没有

但是我觉得我们很幸福

熬过苦的孩子真的比较懂事

真的，爸爸，我们很好

有你这棵大树

还有妈妈的照顾

我们都吃得高高大大的：）

别再担心我们了

好好顾自己的身体才是最重要的

2011-10-15T17:00:00.001+01:00

Tonnes and tonnes of work
It's a never ending process
But then at least my days are more meaningful
As long as I still have time to finish them

:)

2011-09-15T00:56:00.002+01:00

It's 15th today :'(

It's 16 tomorrow :'( :'(

My legs are so heavy they don't wanna move

And my heart's even heavier

2011-09-01T12:15:00.000+01:00

It is not love that is blind, but jealousy.--- Lawrence Durrell

Jealousy... is a mental cancer.--- B.C. Forbes

2011-08-18T15:14:00.002+01:00

不是在幸福的时候哦……
嗯，
不是在幸福的时候，

反而，很遗憾的，是在不幸的时候，
我们才有机会，探知自己到底能够，

爱到什么程度……

--蔡康永-能爱到什么程度

康熙

2011-08-15T14:20:00.006+01:00

[ 任何真的认识小S的人, 都会把小S当宝贝, 我从不怀疑这件事. ]--蔡康永

娱乐圈时个非常复杂的圈子。但小s和康永友谊却让我对它改观。原来还是一个有人性的地方嘛。

很喜欢看康熙来了。他们搞笑的主持方式总是能让我放松心情。考试期间我每天都会追一集，以免自己精神崩溃。虽然说很多人都觉得它是一个没有教育性的节目但是我还是对它爱不释眼:D 没有它，或许很多个晚上我都是哭着过的。

葡萄酸吗？

2011-08-13T14:11:00.002+01:00

吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸这个寓言故事大家在熟悉不过了吧？狐狸想吃却屡次吃不到葡萄就安慰自己说那葡萄是酸的，让自己好过一点。

在这个社会里，吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸的狐狸倒没有，但人类就很多。眼红别人的成就，自己心里不平衡，进而取笑别人。嫉妒的心理是很恐怖的。它可以让好朋友失和，同事们勾心斗角，亲戚说是非，伤了社会的和气。

有时候我真的很不明白大人的心理，虽然说我应该也是一个大人。为什么当好的事情发生在周围人的身上时，他们就是不可以带以祝福呢？为什么一定要有吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸的心里？如果他们只是象那只狐狸一样自我安慰和自我平衡那还不打紧，问题就在于他们会开始说是道非，开始挑拨离间，开始排斥某人，这又何苦呢？到最后苦了别人也苦了自己，却什么也都得不到。

如果这个社会能简单一点，那就能和平一点，那灾难就可以少一点。可是世界却好像走了样了。。越发达越复杂，这就是所谓的代价吧~

Sy--too--piad

2011-08-13T10:44:00.003+01:00

Oh well when you see me you'll be like"omg what happened to you?!!"

It all starts when I went for a hair cut with my mum. I did what I've always wanted to do -to cut it short, just like all the short bob hairstyle. But I wasn't successful in getting what I want. I don't really like the shape. Ok, then I started to find that my hair is very messy.. My hair is kind of wavy and dry and stiff! It just doesn't look nice on my head. Then I started to find solutions-- hair creams blow-drying flatironing to shape it but all didn't work out. Owh flat ironing does a good job but I don't think I wanna wake up every morning to shape my hair. It's damaging.

Soooo I decided to rebond it! This is a dangerous step and I already knew it before I go. But I really couldn't stand all the curls.. The hair stylist told me to leave one inch on top and it will look nicer and won't be too flat. So I sit down and the whole process started. Cutting, putting on relaxing cream, washing, drying, rebonding.... And after 2 and a half hour, I looked into the mirror and was shocked.. Mmm I'll say I look like Chiew Yee last year. The super short and straightened hair with our big faces. OMG >< @#$%^&^%$#@! Yes I look stupid. Call me stupid.. I won't take photos until my hair grows longer. Hmph ngo jip sao mm dou lo..

Dear hair Darling hair Honey hair Babe hair Angel hair Sweetheart hair please please grow as fast as you can. Please grow 2 inches longer before I go study. Please~~~~~

P.S. I swear I will never let my short hair straightened anymore. If I do someone please smack hit punch slap kick me so that I keep my mind clear. I'm in deep regret now. How I wish I could have my long hair back. sorry darling hair for leaving you alone. :'(

2011-08-07T09:18:00.001+01:00

我不想跟你讲话时请不要逼我我会很生气！

梁文音 - 够幸福了 (完整版）(Full Version)

2011-05-16T21:12:00.001+01:00

朋友说阿，这年头太多好歌了。对啊！

但换个角度想，是我们长大了吧。经历了不同的事情，心路成熟了，自然懂得欣赏歌词的意境。而不像当年的我们，蒙蒙懂懂的，纯粹因为喜欢而喜欢。有时候真的觉得那些作词人的头脑太棒了，竟然能写到或许连我们都无法表达的心情。

考试就快到了。是时候加把劲了！大家加油吧！

--

2011-04-22T12:46:00.004+01:00

罗马

佛罗伦斯

威尼斯

梵蒂冈

比萨

挥别了亲爱的意大利
代表我的holiday mood应该暂时收敛一下
回来后，懒散了两天
终于我开始对着电脑很努力的写起essay来了

接下来
更难的一步--考试就要到了
祝我好运吧！

还在享受假期的朋友们，
努力玩吧
旅途愉快哟！
:)

复活节快乐

2011-04-03T10:45:00.002+01:00

我想家了
想家了就代表压力来了
人家说，外国的月亮特别圆
真的吗？
我并不觉得
我喜欢家，那个身在马来西亚的家
不为什么
不为她那特别热的天气
不为她那晒死人的太阳
只因为那里有家，有爱我的家人
在我那温暖的窝里
我可以无忧无虑
因为不管有什么事，我还有我的爸妈
对我不离不弃的他们

考试时间表出了
剩下温习的时间真的不多了
可是我还是没能温习
太多的事情要做
lab report deadline 到了
2500字的essay还没开始写
每个礼拜要交的online discussion
真是死鬼麻烦的mlp
要有10天意大利之旅
请问我能有时间温习吗？
6个subjects 要读
我真的没有时间啊！

这个sem我已经很乖了
fb少上了
msn只开过不上10次
drama少看了（虽然还是每天追）
但比起上个sem，我的日子真的有比较充实
可是为什么我还是没有时间啊？
TT

每次说的改过自新都做不到
看来是时候反省了

焗西米布甸

2011-02-19T15:44:00.002Z

它在烤炉里。等待着它的诞生~

兔年

2011-02-02T22:59:00.003Z

祝大家兔年快乐！
现在malaysia已经是年初一早上7点了，而uk还是除夕夜11点。今年的过年没有什么feel。家里应该试放鞭炮，吃年糕，拜年到乱了吧。而我呢，明天还得去找屋子，去上锁头木材的两节课，还有lab到5点。刚刚去了佛光山和大家吃团圆饭，有那么一点点feel到新年气息。也不知道为什么今年真的没什么感觉。已经是第二年没有在家里过年了。说真的，还蛮想念的。一miss就是miss掉四年的农历新年。希望2014年的我们能在美里团聚。=）
这个拜五会去bath一趟。离开kl后这是第一次我们4个人重聚，相信屋子会被我们拆了吧。赫赫~保重咯，亲爱的landlord。:p
最后，恭喜发财，万事如意，祝大家新的一年身体安康。

不完美，才是最真实的

2011-01-22T19:01:00.004Z

不完美的故事，才是生活的真实写照。

不完美的人，才不是机器人。

不完美的艺术品，才有进步的空间。

不完美的记忆，才会让人特别珍惜。

不完美的不完美，才是生活。

p.s. 不完美的分数，没人想要，但这就是老师的愿望，这就证明我们没有偷考卷 :p

2011-01-09T11:46:00.002Z

昨天是超仪的灯坏掉。
今天七早八早轮到我的灯坏掉
是想怎样啊？
我要读书的勒
气死我
grrrrr
在重要时刻竟然出现这种把戏
救命啊！

Grrrr

2011-01-08T23:12:00.002Z

After exam i gonna EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT
Too stress
I have forgotten wat stress is for more than half a year
Now I remember how it tastes like
Really SUFFER!
GRRRR
I study n study everyday
But there is just too much to revise
Pharmacy oohhh dearrrr

Please save me!

I gotta enjoy enjoy enjoy enjoy my life after exam
I swear

后悔了没

2011-01-04T22:32:00.006Z

问你后悔了没？后悔了没？！

后悔到了极点。临时抱佛脚真的不好受啊。但是不知道死字怎样写的我，永远都不会从中汲取教训。first sem的final开始下定决心second sem要constantly revise，没有做到。second sem final 下定决心second year要好好读书，没有做到。现在尝到后果了。first year才考2、3张paper，每张之间都会有一个礼拜读书，所以还不算太糟糕。现在有5张paper，每科平均有3个不同的lectures教。一张paper余下一张之间只有2天的距离。
这个sem的我，颓废到不行。上课等下课，下课等回家，回家等上网，上完网再出去玩。一日复一日。终于到了考试。还有不到两个礼拜。等于说啊，我只有两个礼拜的时间要把三个月以来的lecture notes啃下去。唉~

现在的我啊，每天拼命读书，好像永远都读不完的。一边读书就一边吃零食，不肥才怪。
"Stress is when ur tummy says no way n ur mouth says no problem" 恰恰形容着现在的我，可见我的stress level 有多高了吧。今天才读了4个lecture notes。不是我不要继续读下去，但真的saturated了，物极必反嘛。赫赫~ gengwai勒，更夸张。她说啊她觉得好像已经考完试了，让我啼笑皆非。

p/s 请给我一天48个小时好不好？

Reivison.Study.Exam.

2011-01-02T21:22:00.003Z

It is the 2nd day of 2011. Currently, I am so stressed. Wanna distress here. Exam is coming coming coming. It is another 2 weeks away. 5 subjects, 5 papers, all are written, except one MCQ paper. Duhh... I have to stuff all the information into my brain in this short period of time. Only now I regretted that I never revise at all during this sem. Played too much. Or this is the so called "uni life"? 临时抱佛脚。-.-

I really need a tuition teacher/doraemon urgently. I dun mind overfeed myself with the bread. =) There are tonnes of lecture notes waiting for me. Hmm.. My study mode is turned on too late I guess. Anyway, hope that everything will go fine. *fingers crossed* To me and to all my frens who are going to take their exams too.

Last paper will be on 28th Jan. Looking forward to it. =) Feel like wanna visit Bath. But nothing is planned yet. Lemme finish my exams first n see how it turn out. :p

Ohh, btw, I nearly finished a whole packet of popcorn while I was studying today. I guess im growing fat after all these revisions. Stress makes me eat alot. -.-

Christmas

2010-12-24T10:19:00.003Z

It is Christmas eve!

Happy Christmas Eve
Merry Christmas
:)

I have tonnes of revisions to do.
3 months of lecture notes which I never really touch them at all.
Till now I dunno anything about Costas's notes.
But
but
I am currently not in the studying mood.
Gotta have a feast tonight.
Off to preparation for boxing day now!
Hopefully I can "box" something on 26th.
As my christmas present. =p

Ciao~

阳光.沙滩.

2010-12-23T13:49:00.005Z

我的最爱--海边
在曼城找不到海边，来到巴塞罗那当然要去一趟它的海边啦。还好天空一直都作美，我们去的那几天都很sunny。气温也不会太低，我们甚至走到一半还要脱下外套。因为18度对我们来说太热啦！:P

我们的影子，我们的足迹
虽然是冬天，但温暖的沙滩还是有一点点人潮(真的只是一点点)
一望无际的海，让我的心情顿时好起来
这是在port vell拍的。那里的船多到不行，但奇怪的是他们都park的很整齐。我很怀疑，他们是怎样出去或进来的。还是他们只是静止不动的？
巴塞罗那到处都找得到这种风格很特别的建筑物。它叫做Homentge a la Barceloneta。

这就是那些船只的parking space。xD 谁可以告诉我，里面的船怎么出来？本人很笨，想不到也。

p.s.有机会，我一定要在summer时去一次海滩.还要一边走一边吃冰淇淋 :D

Works of Anthoni Gaudi

2010-12-22T17:25:00.005Z

Antoni Gaudi- a well known Spanish Catalan architect, famous for his unique design. There are lots of his masterpieces found in Barcelona, and we visited only part of his work.

Casa Batllo is situated at Passaig de Gracia. The building looks like skulls with eyes and mouths and bones, skulls are the balconies while bones are the pillars.
Casa mila/ La Padrera is just within walking distance from Casa Battlo. It is a less colourful building compared to Casa Batllo. It is listed as part of the UNESCO World Heritage Site.
In front of Casa Mila. From side view, you can see clearly that this building is non of the straight line.
Park Guell- another art work of Gaudi and is also listed in UNESCO World Heritage Site. It is a garden with complex architectural work.
Gaudi museum inside the park.
Amazing coloured tiles.
View of entrance from upper level of the park.
Beautiful stone work.

Sagrada Familia- another UNESCO World Heritage Site, although it is still under construction. Its construction commenced in 1882 and is anticipated to be completed in 2026. It is built under donation from public.

It's all about good food in Spain

2010-12-22T12:43:00.010Z

Barcelona, was where we spent our first few days of christmas break. A comfortable, relaxing, enjoying trip. Only 4 of us but yet it was full of joy n happiness.

Good food is all around the place and we really ate ALOT during the trip. Spanish usually have their dinner around 9 to 10pm. And we were adapted to this culture in a short time. How flexible we are. :)

First day, first stop-- St Joseph Market/La Bouqueria. Anything fresh or ready-to-eat food, u can find them here.
These sugary thingy are my favourites. Slurpp..
Chocolates
Ice cream. Too bad I din get the chance to try them. Cause I was always too full. ;p
Fruit juice- all kind of combination. We bought one each day. We tried strawberry+orange, strawberry+guava, coconut+blackberry, coconut+banana, kiwi+orange, and bla bla bla. I can't remember.

Sangria- a fruit-based wine punch typical of Spain. It consists of red wine, slices of fruits, sweeteners and a bit of soda, with alcoholic content of 11-12%. We ordered 2 glasses and we were drunk. Jing hui's face went red after she drank half a glass. I finished the rest and felt dizzy. Corrinne and I laughed non stop after that. Luckily I was conscious after around 10 to 15 minutes of laughing like mad.
Paella- Spanish dish. We tried seafood paella, mixed paelle. Bomba rice is used. The word "paella" originated from "pan". The uncooked rice is fried till it is cooked.

Arròs negre/paella negra- the dark colour of the dish originated from the squid ink. The main ingredients are cuttlefish and white rice, similar to seafood paella. It is so yummy.
Spanish omelette/tortilla de patatas- an egg omelette with freid potatoes, some include onions.
All types of tapas- a wide variety of snacks/ appertizers. Normally they are served with wines.

All sorts of salads

Chicken wing

The original tapas- pinchos, are slices of bread with other ingredients fastened together with a toothpick to avoid them from falling off.

We tried a tapas buffet, which costs us 15 euro per person. We were so full till we din even take our dinner/supper that night. And I wasn't hungry the next morning,

P.s: More to come about Barcelona (Provided im free and im in the mood)

Happy holidays
Merry Christmas
Happy new year,
Everybody =)

=)

2010-12-12T23:30:00.006Z

The emo posts from my friend triggered the emo part of me again. *puff*
Sweet or bitter of ur life, it really depends on u. =)
Time will decide everything, time will arrange everything.
Don't force urself to do it, it will only make the situation worse.
Positive or negative, depends on u, really.
Discard the bad memory; let the sweet one stay.
This is life, it is never easy.

But when u get over the tough part, u will appreciate what's with u. =)
U will grow up, U will be more mature.
U may think that no one understand u.
And yes, that is so true. No one can deny that.
Because u r the one that understand urself better than anybody else.
So the only doctor is, you. =)

梁文音【最幸福的事】完整版 MV

2010-12-07T08:14:00.001Z

最近爱上梁文音的歌
她的歌词永远都那么贴切的形容这女孩的心情

“我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选择结束的方式”

很喜欢整首歌的歌词

p.s: 童话故事是骗人的 =P

Landy溫嵐-我全都相信MV

2010-12-02T13:13:00.000Z

2010-11-27T21:11:00.001Z

头很痛
呼吸困难
不舒服
很累
很辛苦
要吃东西又不能吃

TT

2010-11-23T17:01:00.002Z

All the memories popped back out of sudden.
C.h.e.a.t.i.n.g.

障碍

2010-11-21T16:15:00.002Z

3年前的障碍，
4个月前的障碍，
我们都过得了，
为什么这次的，
却是一条无出口的路？
是这段距离
你过不了吗？
是我太执着吗？
接下来
会如何呢？
真的就这样了吗？

2010-11-18T22:23:00.002Z

When a guy leaves another girl for you, it doesn't mean anything. Because someday in future, he will leave you for someone else. They will just never change.

15th Nov

2010-11-15T22:07:00.004Z

15th November
Feels like I am back here for so long.
But in fact, it is only 2 months since 15th Sept.
Still a long way to go.
Had a really nice chat with mom that day.
Heart-to-heart chat, that gave me strength, that made me keep on smiling for the rest of the day. (She is the one that really knows me so well)
Making me a lil bit homesick.
Missing my cozy home, my king-size bed, my closet, my beach, my everything :)

Thinking of them.
Those who love me.
Those I love.
Makes me smile.
When days are hard.
Just think back those happy times.
It helps.
It cheers me up.
It calms me down.
It makes me feel so blissful.

2-hour lecture
A phone call back home-serious topic but solved :)
B & J
Food hunting-Just a sudden thought that shot out from my mind this afternoon
Light shopping-It's really light ;p (I broke my promise)
Happy chatting-All those useless but cheerful topics
Drama
A lil blogging
As simple as this
Makes my day.
:)

Because laughter is around me.
Because food is nice.
Because shopping cheers someone up.
Because my mind is busy.
Because my jimuiss are with me.
Because I kept on talking.

Life is moving on
For this moment
I just wanna continue to enjoy my happy mood
Which I miss
Don't spoil it
:)

='(

2010-11-11T17:50:00.001Z

I am being thrown aside, unattended.

2010-11-09T20:33:00.003Z

Lots of thoughts came across my mind these few days
Good ones and bad ones
I was confused for some time
Of what I actually want
And what u r thinking
I recalled all the promises
Some were broken
That is why I always say
I choose not to believe in promises
To protect myself

We have our own ways of thinking
Our own principals
This is the reason for the wars, quarrels, fights

I understand the way of working of ur mind now
That is why I chose to trust
And stay

But
Have u got to know mine?

直觉准到我想吐

2010-11-07T16:06:00.002Z

原来我的直觉可以那么准
真的是准到我想吐
好几次了
事情都和直觉告诉我的一样
准到我都有点意外

每次心跳加速
我就知道有事情发生了

是好事是坏事？
我不知道

但我很不喜欢那种感觉
因为直觉告诉我的
全都涉及不好的事
那心跳的感觉很不舒服

从今早一醒来到现在
还没有停止过
很想压住它
不让它继续乱跳

2010-11-06T18:56:00.004Z

When will be the last time it beat?

我是笨蛋

2010-11-02T19:07:00.004Z

我最讨厌人家骗我！

就sense到那不是事实
就知道就知道就知道
就觉得很奇怪
我竟然笨到去相信你
相信你得来的后果是什么？
你对得起我吗
我用我的心去相信你
就算我觉得那理由很牵强
我还是选择信你
结果？结果？
跟我坦白那么难吗？
你骗我比让我知道真相更伤我
你要我以后要怎样再相信你
很多时候
我不讲并不代表我不懂
我不说不代表我没事
很多时候
我的眼睛都在看
只是我不想掀起另一个风波
只是我在等你告诉我
只是我选择当一只笨鸵鸟
躲起来以为酱就会没事
请问真的酱就没事吗？

两颗心不是应该坦白的吗
有了隐瞒那还有什么意思呢
让我知道真相总比骗我来得好吧

p。s。女人的直觉是很准的请不要骗你身边的任何一个她

你有没有事情要跟我坦白吗？
或许你能给一个合理的解释？
如果你不说
那。。。

如果还有下一次
那我们放弃吧

2010-11-01T19:41:00.002Z

Can i get to here now?
Sighhhh
心情超不好的

懒惰虫

2010-10-31T23:23:00.002Z

最近被很严重的lazyness virus infect 到
情况严重到不可思议
开课一个多月来
没有温习过
甚至连directed reading有哪些书都不知道
lecture好像是上爽的教些什么我也不太懂
拜三的考试我也只是今早描一描罢了
看来我每次讲要发奋图强是讲讲而已
临时抱佛脚是malaysian的特征吧？

2010-10-31T15:06:00.002Z

太闲空没事做
消磨时间一下下
=)

张爱玲的话，字字扎心

2010-10-17T23:49:00.001+01:00

"一个人，如果没空，那是因为他不想有空，一个人，如果走不开，那是因为不想走开，一个人，对你借口太多，那是因为不想在乎。 "

很对吧这句话？

=.=

2010-10-17T18:02:00.002+01:00

累
眼睛很痛
很想睡觉又睡不着
想看戏眼睛又痛
温书？---不可能
report---不会做
还可以做什么勒

oops 痛痛痛

p.s. 明天可以放假吗？

2010-10-13T20:21:00.003+01:00

可不可以
给我一点点的光
让我看到一点点前面的路
好让我知道该怎么走

好么？

shopaholic

2010-10-07T11:09:00.003+01:00

I am a real shopaholic now.
I shopped non stop in KL.
I shopped non stop since I am back in UK.
I bought myself a pair of sneakers, scarf, tights, dress and a leather jacket.
The only really useful thing that I have bought so far is the reference book.
And now, playing in my mind, is a pair of boots.

Shopping makes me happy. Lol.

But no, no more shopping for this month.
If not, I have to treat cy and jh Nando's.

And, cy, no phone contract for u this month.
If not, the nando's meal will be mine =)

Manchester

2010-09-17T22:30:00.002+01:00

It has been quite a long time since I last updated my blog.
Well, I am currently in Manchester.
Oh ya,
Goodbye Malaysia.
I will see you again next year.
=)

This is the second day we are here.
Arriving at our hostel at midnight on 15th.
16th was really a tiring day.
Getting all our stuffs back,
unpacking the whole night,
got some groceries from ASDA,
brought our juniors to dinner in Rusholme.
Jetlag causing me to wake up so early every morning.
And ended up so tired at night.

Summer holiday is coming to the end.
Welcome to the second year.
Hope we all will have a blast year ahead.

2010-08-27T11:46:00.001+01:00

最近mood有一点swing
该死的negative thinking竟然又开始攻击我
是时候好好处理掉他们啦
=）
我还是爱那个positive的我
I will be back soon

=) / =(

2010-08-25T06:03:00.004+01:00

Summer holiday in Malaysia is ending sooooon.
Well, 21 more days to go b4 I will step onto the land of England.
And it will be another 9 months b4 I will be back again.
3 months of holiday
is coming to its end.

Think of all those
packing
unpacking
housework
lectures
assignments
exams
practicals
winter
=(((
Headache

Looking at the bright side
I wanna go travel!
With my ji muis of course
I wanna go Italy London Germany
Where else?
Perhaps Spain Switzerland??
=)))
Well,
That is if I have $$
Hopefully this winter I can have a trip with
Charvine Swee San and Sin Yee
I seriously miss them alot

Pharmacy Second Year
I wonder how it will be
Another lovely year?

Manchester's sisters
I will see you soon!

宽恕

2010-08-11T04:17:00.001+01:00

宽恕
面对面坐着眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容看起来好突兀
我走错一步坠入万丈深谷
还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上血流已如注
背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注
曾把感情放逐何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

学习着
宽恕

ice cream

2010-07-19T12:30:00.000+01:00

Ice cream

You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favourite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won't forget

And now, who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change
Look I bought your favorite ice ream
I don't want to see it melts away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

原来

2010-07-15T14:04:00.001+01:00

突然发现原来有很多事情是真的eh

原来兄弟可以为女人反目成仇
原来女人会心甘情愿被骗
原来所谓的因果循环是真的

世界上的事情还真的不可思议ho~

=(

2010-06-24T09:46:00.002+01:00

我不喜欢

心很乱很烦的感觉

我讨厌

我害怕

我发现

其实

我很傻

傻的可以

回家回家

2010-06-15T08:45:00.002+01:00

yohooo!!

回家咯~

现在还身在曼城，

再多一个小时

就会从这里出发

搭11时15分的火车去伦敦

然后再搭晚上10点的MAS回KL

之后会在机场过夜

再搭隔天早上7点半的飞机回美里。

想也不用想

就懂我会累到半死

凉又没得冲。

回到家

我一定要洗刷干净

然后睡够24小时！

我的家

我要回来啦!!

我的耳朵可以呼吸

2010-05-24T20:36:00.003+01:00

我的耳朵终于可以见人啦！

从2009年9月17日开始，我的耳朵就一直躲在我的头发后面。为什么呢？因为来到了寒冷的英国，只好让它们在头发后面取暖。

我的groupmate说，曼城只有winter和summer。这句话还蛮对的。我的双耳在秋，冬，春三季都被我藏在耳朵后面，因为冷风实在吹得它们太痛了。有时候我双颊的神经线也会跟着痛的不得了。

幸好，夏天到了！虽然这几天非常热，但据说接下来的温度会降低少许。而我的耳朵终于可以出来透气了。我的外套暂时可以休息了。我的拖鞋可以出来逛街了。我的短裤和短裙也派得上用场了。我终于可以洗冷一点点的澡了。

夏天=阳光=温暖=高兴

p.s 天气不再冷，希望可以不用此那么多了=p

2010-05-15T21:32:00.002+01:00

I am super saturated right now.

My brain is so tired.

I cannot think anymore.

I don't think I can absorb anything tonight.

I couldn't even finish 12 lecture notes in one day.

How come? This is not me.

=.=

I need Doraemon.

妈妈

2010-05-09T16:59:00.005+01:00

妈妈，

我好爱你！

小时候

总觉得妈妈偏心

不疼我。

也不知道

小小年纪的我

为什么会有这种感觉。

叛逆时期

常和妈妈唱反调

摔门，斗嘴

多少过分的事情我都做过

现在回想起来

真的觉得很惭愧

我想

曾经

我伤透了妈妈的心

幸好

她没有放弃我

想说：

妈妈

母亲节快乐

想你

不久后我们就会见面了

=）

Unacceptable

2010-05-02T21:20:00.002+01:00

UNBELIEABLE!

Please tell me this is not TRUE!

Please tell me this is a FALSE statement.

What is happening in this world?

It is not running RIGHT!

Someone,

please CORRECT it!

Swee san happy birthday

2010-05-02T20:47:00.003+01:00

Happy Birthday to my dear Swee San!

It is your BIG 21st!

Too bad I can't be with you to celebrate it!

But,

I want to let you know,

I am so glad to have you as my friend,

to go through all the happy and sad with me.

And,

please,

go and find a boy friend, like you always want to!

I miss 3 of you so much!
Hope that someday we can gather together!

Love you!

2010-04-25T13:50:00.002+01:00

窗外下着毛毛细雨。

难怪昨天那么热。

老人家总是说，下雨前的天气特别闷热，

看来也不是没有道理。

美好的星期天。

我什么也没有做。

只想要好好享受一下。

我肚子里的懒惰虫今天爬满了我的全身。

哈哈~

好懒惰！

头脑什么都不想想。

听着刘若英的

我们没在一起

看着窗外的细雨

写着部落格

享受着这个周末

期待着太阳公公的出现

我要吃午餐去了！

easter holidays

2010-04-14T13:29:00.007+01:00

Easter holiday is going to end sooooon..... Only 4 more days to go, excluding today. Well, my assignments are still lying there, blank. I just started on my lab reportsssss yesterday. I did it with JH until 1am u know? Ok la, actually, in between, we chatted a lot, stared blankly into the reportsss a lot, surfing net a lot (as 三姑wanna look for a camera). And it ended up at 1am, we didn't get a single piece of the reports done. Well, well, going to bang myself onto the walls. I really dunno how to answer all those Aojula's superb difficult questions. Sigh. And I think, because of us, we made one of our coursemates who had done with the reports, confused with what he had explained. LOL. He must be having a hard night yesterday, wondering whether he had written the correct answers or not. SORRY for that ya!

Back to my Easter holidays, we went to 3 places- Dublin, Paris and Amsterdam. There were lots of unexpected experiences occurring throughout. Here, follow this. It was really a nice trip, keling and I dun even feel like want to come back to the reality. Holidays=shuang! Here are some random shots:

Houeseboat museum in amsterdam

Keukenhoef

Zaanse Schans

Paris Disneyland

Eiffel Tower

Klymore Abbey, Galway

Burren

Cliff of Mohere

Guinness Storehouse, Dublin

St Steven's park

Am going to malaysian night this coming Friday. keling and yun yi are performing.

Till then. Ciao~

飞飞飞！

2010-03-20T14:54:00.003Z

来到了上课的最后一个礼拜！yay! 忙完了这个星期，我的心情就开始飞上天堂！因为接下来，将会有天堂般的假期。刚刚做完了presentation slides, 就意味着这个周末的我将会是一只悠闲的小鸟~

可以尽情的享受接下来的一个礼拜，没功课要赶，没考试，没有忙碌的9点到5点的课。在我眼前的是--滋润的春雨，美丽的周末，不用作功课不用读书的下个礼拜（假期再打算吧），礼拜三的outing，礼拜五的easter holiday, 天堂般的dublin, paris, amsterdam之旅。噢！我已经飘到假期去了。很期待，很期待，这次的假期。虽然trip过后还是很忙，但是，这个假期的到来，代表回malaysia的日子越来越近了哦！yes! =) 大家，malaysia 见吧！

busy? free?

2010-03-10T20:18:00.002Z

Today I am a free lady! There is no class for me. So I slept for more than 9 hours since last night. It is a good chance for me to revise, BUT, I did nothing except watching series. I watched episodes after episodes, non stop. And I found a new Taiwanese series--偷心大圣p.s.男. Quite funny one. I watched 老公万岁 too. How I wish someone could slap me and order me to study. URGH!! Tests are coming!! NEXT WEEK!

Next week will be week 7, which is an extremely busy week for me. I have class from 9am to 5pm for Mon, Tues and Thurs. And I have 2 labs continuously on Thursday, and for one of them, I have to complete the report on the spot. I bet I brain will be stop working straight away after the class. Besides, I have 2 tests awaiting me, Pharmaceutical Calculation and Cell Biology. And I have only a few days left for me to swallow all the lecture notes for 7 weeks. Wish me good luck.

And yet, I am still surfing net now. Not getting start to work. Someone, please come over and slap me!!

Spring

2010-03-02T19:33:00.002Z

Spring is coming!!

Lovely flowers everywhere.

Lovely spring, I love you!

=)

2010-02-25T18:54:00.003Z

Today is a lovely day! 雨过天晴is what chao yi n i used to describe our feeling when we stepped out of the lab. To know what happened to us, please click here. Hehe. Today's lab turned out to be a quite successful one, though there were lots of incidences. Going for meeting later. Have a nice day, everyone!=)

hectic hectic

2010-02-23T20:29:00.002Z

It is a hectic day!

Gosh...

My brain stop functioning now. I can do nothing at the moment, except online.

Didn't slept well last night as my flatmates were making lots of noise. And I woke up early this morning to bathe!(I am clean, right?hehe) Went to lecture at 8.30am. And the whole day ended up with a failed lab session at around 3.30pm. But I learnt from the mistakes. Now i know, I have to use a lot of cotton when filtering to avoid the solid to be filtered along. Went to group discussion on EBL assignment at 5pm and came back at 6.30pm. And my brain straightaway stopped thinking once I reached my room. I kept on eating. I was toooooo hungry. And I watched drama. And that is all i did till now. My day is not going to end like this. 20 minutes later, I will go for squash lesson. The first lesson in my life! Looking forward~~ It is weird right? Having a lesson late at night. This is because all the earlier sessions were signed up, so we have to go for this. However, we are lucky to get ourselves a place! And this is the reason why I woke up early to bathe this morning. If not, I will be smelly when going for the lesson later! ahha.

Gotta go. Ciao!

It is a tiring day!!

Wish me.....

2010-02-21T21:08:00.001Z

Wish me

have a successful group discussion tomorrow.

Wish me

have the assignment done by tomorrow.

Wish me

have a nice day tomorrow.

Wish me

Please........

飞机

2010-02-17T20:13:00.002Z

刚刚，

我坐在电脑面前，

面向着窗外。

突然，

看见天空划过一盏灯

---是飞机！

我的视线跟随着它，

直到它消失在我的视线范围以内。

它，

再次勾起我想家的心情。

从两年前开始，

它就总是让我想起远方的家。

尤其是在夜晚，

抬起头看着它从我头顶飞过，

我就好希望可以马上回到家。

多希望，

它现在就能载我回家。

最近，总是特别的想家。

好想念爸妈的脸孔，

他们的身影，

他们的声音，

他们的呵护。

是什么原因呢？

人家说，

当你忙时，你自然而然就会忘记一切。

但是，

我的生活最近渐渐开始忙了，

想家的心却依然离不开我。

难道，

这就是所谓的

“每逢佳节倍思亲”吗？

飞机啊飞机，

我们6月相见吧！

到时，

我们会在陆地上相遇，

然后，你会带我飞。

我不再只是看着你划过天空。

因为，

你得带我回家！

2010-02-15T22:44:00.000Z

Suddenly, I miss home so so so BADLY. =(

A different Friday

2010-02-12T18:22:00.002Z

Swee san and Lai hui went back this morning. Dunno when will be the next time we meet, but I know 再见means再次见面. We will sure meet again someday in the future. Sending them off this morning, gave them a big hug. Take care, my best buddies! I sure will miss both of you a lot! Happy Chinese New Year.

I din really slept last night. 3 of us squeezed on my bed, as it was the last night, so we must treasure it. Felt so sleepy in the lecture. However, today is FRIDAY!!!! Means freedom! And it is 年29 already. Although we can't feel no CNY atmosphere here at all, we still will be having a small gathering. Going to do steamboat tomorrow night! Looking forward to it. I sent my laundry, cleaned my table, vacuum and tidied my room as well. I wanna sleep earlier tonight, and wake up early tomorrow, to call home! I miss them so much. And I have not called back for the whole week d.

Going to have my dinner soon. Till then~ Have a good night=)

EVACUATION!

2010-02-08T23:10:00.002Z

I guess every Mancunian staying in Whitworth Park will be discussing about the evacuation just now. Yea, we were being evacuated for the 1st time in our life!(at least, I am.) For only about 1 and a half hour.

Wondering what happened to us? Gas leakage! In Aberdeen House! No wonder, there was people shouting "who is staying in Aberdeen?" when I was on my way back to hostel just now.

I had no idea on what was happening as I was sticking to my laptop since I just got back the connection. Nobody knocked on my door. But I heard my flatmates' voices, talking about UP, evacuation. Due to curiosity, I went out and have a look on what was happening. And they told me, "pack your things. We are probably staying in UP for tonight. They are going to evacuate us." I was like "what? Ok~" Then I get my stuffs packed. Grabbed my passport and all the necessities, we went to University Place. Thumbs up for the services provided! They didn't chase us away, but requested us to leave in a polite way. They even provided refreshment(including sandwiches, soup, junk food and a drink.) And they provided duvet as well! Now I know the reason, cause it is really cold in my room now! I am freezing! We were told that we can go back to hostel at 9.30pm but there will be no heater and hot water.

Luckily we don't have to stay overnight in UP, I think I won't be able to sleep well there and will end up sleeping in th lecture hall the next morning.

We are now safe in our room. Cheers for the good job done by all the staffs! I really appreciate it.

Good night!=)

internet=)

2010-02-08T18:45:00.002Z

终于，终于，我终于可以online了！

yeah！42个小时没有internet connection，

日子真的惨不忍睹！

过着与外隔离的生活，

真的是很闷很闷！

从恢复connection到现在，

我没有离开过我的椅子，我真的是太想念online的日子了！

我爱死internet！

哈哈。

真不能想象以前没有它的日子，

我是怎样过的。。

明天，

londoners就要来了。

这次，

我们没办法带他们逛了，

因为得上课。

希望他们好好enjoy~

期待~~

明天~~

Thursday

2010-02-04T21:16:00.003Z

Thursday is a really tiring day~

Class started from 9am to 5pm!

The experiment just now used ALL my brain energy.

Luckily Chao yi partners with me!

There were so much graphs and calculations! And dunno why, both of us were so nervous and blur just now. Haha. It started from 1.30pm till 5pm. We used every single minute to complete our results and reports. Maybe this is the first time we have to complete it on the spot, so we were kinda nervous. We even forgot to put on our goggles! Hopefully the demonstrator didn't discovered this, or else, I guess our mark will be deducted!

My brain energy was totally used up after the lab session. And I was so hungry on my way back to hostel. I had 2 pieces of bread for lunch and I guess I overused my brain, that is why i was so hungry. Haha.

And even till now, I am still eating! And it is 930pm! Gotta gain FAT again!

Have to control~ Ok, I will stop here. For blogging as well as eating.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day!=) It is Friday tomorrow! I like it!

p/s: I dropped my student ID card in the lecture hall today. Luckily Chao yi n Wan hui accompanied me to find it back! Thanks so much. Luckily I found it back. So am I lucky o unlucky? I will take it as lucky! Positive thinking! Are cards my enemies? Last time I lost my debit card, and now ID. Well, have to really keep my eyes on all my cards! I dun wanna to have the third time~

2010-02-01T18:32:00.002Z

Today is the first day of 2nd sem. Life is hectic today. Lecture at 10am to around 12.30pm, then rushed back for a quick lunch n away to lecture at 12.45pm again. Lecture ended at 1pm. Then we had a diagnostic test on math at 3.30pm til around 5pm.

Have no time to send my Bathonions friends off. Hope they have a safe trip. They should be in the bus and heading to Cardiff now. They will only be back to Bath tomorrow morning.

Just had a simple dinner. Was so lazy to cook these few days. So I just threw in vege n noodles and then cooked noodle soup. Not nice, but quick n easy. I have to find back my enthusiasm for cooking. If not, I will end up malnutrition.

Looking at my timetable this sem, well, seems like it is very pack. No time for lunch almost everyday and classes usually end at 5pm. Wednesday is the most leisure day for me! Yeah! It is the only day I can cook a proper lunch I guess.

Sem 1 was too leisure for us, so now we have to work harder.先甜后苦.

However, the feeling of "busy-ing" somehow feels good. At least, I don't hate it now. And I hope I can learn to love it, so that I can enjoy my days and do not complain. =)

Gambateh!

Tomorrow

2010-01-31T18:26:00.003Z

Tomorrow is 1st Feb 2010.

Tomorrow is the 1st day of Sem 2.

Tomorrow, everything will get back to normal.

Tomorrow, I have to go to lecture again.

Tomorrow, I will be start getting busy again.

Tomorrow,

Oh, tomorrow~

Live will be different from today.

Tomorrow, I can no longer sleep till late in the morning.

Tomorrow, there will be no longer holidays.

Tomorrow, Bathonions will be going back to Bath.

How I hope the time will stop at today~

But this is impossible.

And,

oh ya!

Tomorrow, is my bro's birthday as well.

Happy birthday, my dear bro!

Happy birthday!

2010-01-23T22:32:00.002Z

Happy birthday, my dear sister!

So sad I can't celebrate with you this time. (I am sure you miss me! hahaha.)

It is your big day and mum's big day as well! So please wish her母难日快乐=)

I know I am not a good sister, having a bad temper(like you=), maybe there are times when I screamed at you, when I don't wanna talk to you, when I treated you badly. But, I wanna let you know, I do cherish you, as my sister. You are my dearest sister forever~

Once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

TRYING

2010-01-21T13:49:00.002Z

I am trying to maintain the positive me.

I am trying not to let the negative side of me to overrule.

I am trying not to get back to the negative me.

I am trying to be more cheerful.

I am trying to be more optimistic.

I am trying to be more confident.

I am trying...

Simple update

2010-01-13T11:20:00.002Z

One more week to my exams! This time, I have a strong feeling that I am not well prepared. This winter break has made me kinda lazy. And it even makes me forget which day it is and the date as well, because I don't have to attend any classes. I have to refer to the calender everyday and yet, I still can't remember which day today is. Haha.

Chatting with my friends last night, and they made me so gan jiong! Yea, I was really scared by them, as all their discussion I can't even understand! Haha. Due to this, I can't sleep well. Well, but I think it was because of the coffee cake we made last night. Last time, all of us couldn't sleep well after eating it. And I ate again last night! I promised, this will be my last time eating it at NIGHT! I don't want my sleep to be disturbed again!

One more week to my exams, and I am really insaf now. I will be really concentrate on my studies from today onwards, so this blog has to be abandoned until I finish my exams on 25th Jan. Then I will come back again.

I promise, I will be less fb-ing and surfing. Will put more time into studies. And, of course, there must be some relaxing time in between, right? Just like now! Hehe.

Anyway, all the best to everyone who is going to have their exams or having them right now, including me. I really need some luck at this moment!

Time to get back to my books! Ciao!

Snow~~

2010-01-06T12:10:00.002Z

It snowed heavily yesterday in Manchester. Everywhere was closing down, including the University. The transport system was half-paralysed too. Even the museums and galleries were closed due to the bad weather condition. However, someone will still be happy for the thick snow on the ground! Tata~ WE are those people! We went to a park nearby and played with the snow. The snow this time seems cleaner and also softer. But, still not as soft as those in edinburgh. We built snowman, lied on the snow, played snowball fight and there went 2 hours. It was really fun!

Happy 2010

2010-01-01T15:55:00.004Z

2010年1月1日

曼城

晴+细雪

人生第一次新年倒数，就送给了曼城，以及在曼城的朋友。一群死党聚在一块儿。当烟火点亮天空时，在心里，我默默祈祷，希望我的家人，我的朋友，世界上每一个人，每一天都过得平平安安。静荟希望在2010年能够拥有一支swatch。我祝她早日达成心愿。

在曼城的第一次点心品尝，献给了曼城的死党们，曼城的pearl city。很舒服的气氛，轻松的谈笑，我们一起渡过了2010年第一个中午。

2010年第一次baking session，将会献给wan hui的hostel。

我深深感恩，拥有爱我及成全我每一个心愿，把我当宝贝的父母，疼我的姐姐，永远默默祝福我的弟弟，死党grace,michelle,charvine,swee san,sinyee,huiteen, 曼城的姐妹们jinghui,chiewyee,corrinne,yunyi,wanhui,aileen，family angkat: puppie, mummy, bao mu, damei and xiaomei, 很关心我的mr tan, 我的世界，因为你们而发光发热，因为你们而更完美！

我的2010年的第一天还剩八个小时。我很享受这一天，不知道你的2010年过得如何？

Happy New Year!

2009-12-30T23:33:00.002Z

2010 is coming in 24 hours' time, and 2009 is leaving.

Goobye, 2009.

Hello, 2010.

There are lots of happenings in this year.

Jan to May was our last term in UCSI.

Every group of good friends made their time together wonderful, as we will all be separated after we graduated.

There were birthday parties, gatherings, trips, camps, shoppings, eatings, cookings......

Since it was the last semester, everyone was so relaxed,

never study until the exam came.

So did I.

After A level exam, BTN camp came. It was like the last time and chance all of us can gather.

Then, all of us went back to our home, where we left 2 years ago.

I spent my time with my family and all my friends.

I appreciate every moment we spent together.

As I know,

I have to wait for another to meet them again.

During this long "summer" holiday,

we had a trip to Kuching.

A nice one,

A memorable one.

Thanks to Aylwin,

who planned it.

We had a great time,

and we formed another family tree there,

everyone is included!

And,

till now,

although we are separated,

it continues~

Went back to KL to do our visa.

It was a tough time.

When we waited for the results,

rushed to do the visa,

wished that we can get it without any problem.

Luckily,

we all get the visa at last.

Then,

came the pre departure briefing.

Yea,

this was the last last last chance we could get everyone in.

September,

time for us to fly~

In KLIA,

laughters, tears,

all around.

The dream that I never dreamt before,

was finally fulfilled.

Yea,

we were off to UK officially.

Malaysia to UK

2 totally different countries.

Luckily,

I have my Mancunians with me.

3 months flew,

here comes the Christmas break,

here comes our London+Scotland trip,

here comes our gathering in UK.

I am glad we are still good friends,

we appreciate one another.

Now,

it is 31Dec2009,

12:20am.

23hours and 40 minutes to 2010.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

to my dear family and my friends!

I love u all!

London+Scotland

2009-12-27T23:32:00.012Z

Back from London + Scotland!!

Although there were lots of incidents occurring throughout the Scotland trip, everything came out fine in the end. So let us just ignore all the unhappy happenings=)

Thanks to Charvine, Swee San, Evelyn, Aylwin for being our tour guides in London.

Thanks Lihui for let me slept with in her room.=)

Some photos taken in London:

Edinburgh is a really beautiful city! For me, it is the type of typical England city.

I really love it!

And,

the snow is really snow!

WHITE!

You will feel the scene in Winter Sonata if you walk in snow.

Not like in Manchester, when it snow heavily, you will feel uncomfortable. It is like rain hitting onto your face.

But here,

it is so soft and smooth.

Christmas Break

2009-12-19T17:22:00.005Z

19 December 2009

Yesh!

Today is the first day of the Christmas break!

We flew off immediately after the test yesterday~

We went to Arndale.

And guess what?

There is a BIG SALE there!

And we went into one of the shop and grabbed lotsa things!

They are SUPER DUPER CHEAP!

I bought 2 jackets, 1 for my sis, JH 1 windbreaker n 1jacket(I chose for her n i think it suits her ALOT!), n 1 shirt for her dad, CY 1 windbreaker n 1 pair of shoes n 1 bag,YY 1 jacken n 1 pair of shoes, Corrinne 1 jacket n 1 shirt for her dad. And I forgot what WH bought~(1 bag?)

Every1 was so so so HAPPY!!! Everyone was so SATISFIED with what they bought. Although we were tired~

We went for dinner in Gemini Cafe.

But then something BAD happened to me.

Yea, something really BAD!

Well, let us not mention it here. It will spoil the atmosphere.(hehe)

But it was settled after that, with the help of my dear friends-- CY, JH, YY, Corrinne

Luckily they were with me!!

Thanks sooo much!

And special thanks to CORRINNE!!!!

After settling down, we continue with our BIG PLAN of the day! Which CY n I eager n looking forward for sooo LONG!

Yea, we wanna bake something. Every time we told JH we wanna bake, she sure will "pour us cold water"!

And,

Finally,

we baked something!

Tata~~

Here they are!

Our BABIES were born after 2 hours!

9 dunno-what-name but really taste nice de "cookies"

10 peanut butter muffins

YY n I were being fair, we prepared 2 for each person. Hehe.

And, finally,

SNOW in Manchester!

So pretty~

I will be off to London tomorrow morning, bus departs at 4.30am.

I will only be back on 26th December, as we will be going to Scotland as well.

See you!

White Christmas

2009-12-17T23:28:00.003Z

I am happy today!! ^^

First, I am officially finished with the Academic Literacy course! Finished with the classes and the test. Now I only need to wait for the result to be released. Yay! No more AL next semester.

Secondly, guess what? It finally snow in Manchester! We were having our last lecture of Org Chem. Then around 4pm, they told us it was snowing outside. I felt like wanna rushed outside to see the snow. But nobody move. So I can only wait patiently. And silently, in my heart, I wished that the snow continues until I finished the lecture. And yea, it was still snowing after that. My first white Christmas in UK! It feels really good, I finally experience how snow feels like. Not that type of "fridge-snow". Haha. However, when the snow became heavy, it is like the rain hit on your body. Everyone was so excited! Those who were indoor, went out. Some even built snowman.

Finally, I decided to give up on the phy pharm mock test tomorrow. Haha. It is not a good thing. But I really dun have the mood to study. So I went to caroline just now. ^^

I am happy today!! Everything turns out good today. And I am not studying. Hopefully, the exam will turn out good for me tomorrow~ Although it seems difficult~

Good luck to me!!=)

I love white X'mas. xD

Monday~

2009-12-14T22:03:00.002Z

Today is the start of Week 12, which is the last week of our MPharm first semester!

Since all the lectures are coming to the end, we had only about one and a half hour's class today. Went to the core tutorial session(which is definitely BORING) in the morning. And before that, I went to pass up my Bio report. And the queue was so LONG. I waited and waited and waited, and finally, it was my turn. Phew~ I quickly swiped my card, handed it in and RAN to my room. I was so scared that I will be late. But fortunately, I was just in time. How lucky I was! And I had a news(a good one i supposed?), my AA told us, "Go and have fun on Fri." Well, he meant, the test on Fri!!! "Nobody will care how you score, just to make you familiar with the process of logging on during online exam" What a relief!! I can throw the burden now, and as you can see, I am really not revising! Oh my~

There was about 45 minutes of lecture on phy pharm in the evening, to collect our reports. But I didn't get back all my reports. Only managed to find one~ I have no idea where my reports are.

I didn't went to the Curry Night by Buddhist Society. Because I wanna let my stomach to have a rest, by avoiding all the hot stuffs. It was suffering last week! Pity stomach. And also pity me~ So I skipped the event.

Tomorrow will be the final org chem lab session for this sem=)

2009-12-14T21:24:00.002Z

你是否曾经想象过，

当你亲爱的人离开你身边，

到那个遥远到没有人可以从哪里走回来的国度去时，

你会怎样？

我真的无法想像。

每当我想到这，

我就无法呼吸。

我没有办法想象那失去的痛，

是会有多痛~

痛到我无法正常思考吗？

我不敢想，

那一天，

什么时候会来。。。

我希望它可以永远不要来~

我希望它永远不要来~

2009-12-13T23:58:00.001Z

My new layout born!!!

Zen me yang?

Do you like it?

I do like it more, compared to the old one.

New layout, new start.

Good night.

Holiday mood~~

2009-12-12T17:55:00.003Z

Holiday Mood!!

There are 2 tests awaiting me next week, but, I am totally in holiday mood~~ Phy pharm, Academic Literacy. I only touch a chapter of Phy Pharm I think. And i totally do not understand what is it talking about. Oh my~~ How am I going to face the test on next Fri? Will I end up answering 0 question? I can't imagine~

Went to the Christmas Market yesterday night. Actually today is the last day but all of us r lazy to go today so we went last night. We tried the German sausage, not bad after all! At least, it is not "nua nua" one. Haha. Then we went Lidl this morning, bought some groceries for next week. Tomorrow, we r going to a church. There is carol singing! First time experience the Christmas atmosphere in UK.

See, my schedule is FULL! Haih. Am I look like someone who r going to have test next week? Urgh~~ I need Doraemon! To feed me with the "intelligence bread". Aha~

Looking forward for the next Sun. Will be departing from Manchester at 4.30am, off to London! Yea, it is 4.30 in the morning!!! Looking forward to meet the 2 sampat in London~ Miss u two sooooooooo much!!=)

2009-12-08T12:27:00.002Z

I am back!! And I hope my health is back also. I slept for 12 hours yesterday, from 7pm till 8am this morning. In between I woke up a few times. And one time, I ran to the toilet and vomited. All the porridge I ate since lunch went into the toilet bowl. And I think, it was undigested cause I can feel the texture when vomiting. (yea, I know it sounds "geli", but it was real!)

Thanks everyone for ur wishes. Hope I can get well by tomorrow the latest. If not..... Just had my lunch, it was nice at the beginning and I was so happy that I have appetite, but when finishing, the feeling of wanna vomit comes again. I wonder why. But since I had nothing goes into my stomach from yesterday, I must eat now or else it will do nothing good to my stomach.

Sick

2009-12-07T13:19:00.002Z

Dear Blog,

Can u give me my mum? I need HER! Desparately~. I miss HER. Without any doubts.

I am sick, I am suffering. I just ate my porridge, as my lunch. But it was tasteless! I dunno whether is my skill's problem, or because of sick. I feel like vomiting in the process of finishing that little bowl of porridge. =( And I don't feel like eating anything. I wanna get back my health, please...

I can't do anything right now. My body is like not mine, I am so exhausted. Why the bacteria wanna look for me? Please GO AWAY!! Don't stay inside my body.

I wanna call home, but I scare I can't stand, and in the end, all that I am doing is just worrying my mum and dad. No no, I don't want this.

Updating~

2009-12-06T23:28:00.004Z

Corrinne forced me to update my blog. XD

So here is my new post, produced under pressure~ Lol!

Simple update of what I have done today:

1. Woke up soo late in the morning and had a brunch.

2. Worked hard on my presentation. Jing hui n I worked on a total of 3 articles altogether~ Oh my! Gonna go crazy if we have to change it again. *Touch wood* ^.^

3. Fb-ing~ Busy with all the comments=)

3. Cooked my wonderful dinner. This is how it looks like:

I fried the noodle, making it crispy, then I cooked the tomato sauce and put onto the noodle. The noodle smeels so nice after i fried it. It was nice!

A little incident during my cooking session:

One of my flatmates threw my keys! I was so angry at that time~ How rude she is. But nevermind, I won't take any revenge=)

4. Working on the presentation again=( However, we managed to finished it! Yeah!

5. Watched 海派甜心. Nice!

6. Updating my blog^^

Tomorrow will be a hard day for me I think. Cause the difficult part of CAL is coming~ Can't imagine. *Faint* Wish me luck=)

However, good news is, there is no phy pharm lecture tomorrow=)

I just 面壁思过and decided to turn over a new leaf and attend the meditation classes during holidays. But informed by Jing hui that it will be stopped during that time. Sigh! So i will be attending the class tomorrow! I missed it for so many times because of lazy.=p (But it is really too cold and dark out there!!!)

Til here for today=) Good night.

York Trip

2009-12-05T21:17:00.008Z

See the tiny tiny rainbow over there? Yea, I know it is not obvious=) We saw it on our way to York, the forth city we were going to visit in UK.
Took a photo before landed in York!
Clifford Tower is the remains of the York Castle. It was built on top of a mount overlooking the River Ouse.

Ice skating=)
York Castle Museum shows how people used to live by displaying the household obects and creating the rooms, shops, streets and even the prison cells.
Outside the York Castle Museum

The York Dungeon is where live actors and shows bring you back to the old black times of the history's horrible bits.
Well, flooded!!
We had our lunch in REVOLUTION. First time having British Bar Food. Well, it is not cheap! And out of our 3 orders, 2 of them were served after 15 minutes! So my friends got the free meals! Yea, so lucky of them~ Dun have to pay. And so good of them, kept their promise!
I shared this with 2 of my friends, chiew yee and wan hui. It was mainly chips and a lot of sauces! Yea, sauces.. Different type. But it was not bad. And we were so full!
The Roman Bath. It is a pub, serves beers, wines, traditional English and live music. They have bed and breakfast above the premises too with a little museum~
The most important part-- The York Minster, one of the great cathedrals of the world, a place where you must visit if you are going to visit York(or UK). It is one of the largest Gothic Cathedral in Northern Europe.

We climbed up 275 steps to the top of the Minster Tower! A good exercise for us. Haha. It was tiring but the scene up there was nice. But i think it will be nicer in day time, when there is sunlight.

Basically, with 3pounds, we can visit either the Tower or the under croft, 5 for the minster and 8 for all in one go. After a long long discussion, we decided to go for Tower since there wold not be enough time for us to go all of them, hence we can only choose one.

The scene up the tower.
the christmas market in york
Our day trip ends here~ Tiring~ And actually there are still lots of attractions there that we haven't visited.

简单诉说~

2009-11-29T21:54:00.003Z

有人说，当你觉得时间过得很快时，就代表你很忙。小时候，总觉得时间过很慢，似乎永远无法长大。长大了，就开始觉得时间会飞，转眼间，3，5 年就这样过了。也许是因为忙吧。。

对啊，最近实在是有点忙。功课+考试~

星期二就是考试了。准备得还不是很够。明天又有presentation.下礼拜总共有2个labwork，就是说有2份报告要赶。还要准备下下个礼拜的presentation. 然后，又有2个考试。总之，忙~忙~忙~

下星期六要去york~希望可以放松一下。。

幸运之神啊和，快来眷顾我一下吧~希望我挨得过这个学期的最后3个礼拜！

珍惜

2009-11-14T00:49:00.002Z

以前在马来西亚，终觉得12小时白昼12小时黑夜是理所当然，天经地义的。从来没有珍惜过热带国家的阳光。还常觉得太阳很猛。当天开始阴，就很庆幸。现在身在异乡，每天天阴阴，才突然察觉到阳光是多么的美好。这里，5点就天黑得像马来西亚的7点，真的让我很不习惯。一从课室走出来，还误以为上课上到很夜。看一看手表，才惊觉只是傍晚时分。好想念阳光的沐浴。这里偶尔也会有，它不晒，但是却异常地刺眼。有时没有太阳眼镜，我还真的是无法抬起头走路呢~阳光阳光，我爱你~~

赞赞赞！！

2009-11-08T10:40:00.002Z

张韶涵--偶尔

我们都曾经失去爱情

从你的身上我认识刻骨铭心

错过的花季我的心也纠结沉底

我们都曾经非常的努力

却常常叹息

常常有了疑问句

所以我离去

偶尔很清醒偶尔却抗拒

偶尔有睡意偶尔很伤情

但我们反复练习想让爱归零

但却无能为力

偶尔很开心偶尔却下雨

偶尔有梦境偶尔很想你

但我们总是安静也做了决定

却不要再见你

Study Week~

2009-11-05T11:56:00.002Z

Yeah! Study week~ At least I can get some rest before the lectures accelerate on! I can't really catch up with the things that being taught because i din revise at all!! Oh my~ But im too lazy to do so. Wait till my study mood come back, then i will turn over a new leaf. Hehe. For the time being, I am still lazy~ Haha. Dear study mood, faster come and approach me!!

^.^

2009-11-01T20:47:00.002Z

Had a super duper nice weekend in uk!!! Meet up with lotsa lotsa friends from Bath especially in Nottingham. Well, 醉翁之意不在酒，在乎山水之间也, is best to describe our situation! We went as spectators with the MSSM trip to Nottingham for the Nottingham Games but we din even watched any of them! We just wanna have a small UCSI reunion there~ Meeting up with those from Bath and London and Nottigham. I alo met michelle and Afiqah there. Could it be Chung Hua gathering too? Haha. But I was in rush that day so din have a long chat. We "singgah" at the Sport Centre then went to Prtland for the Malaysia Food Festival. Everyone was craving for Malaysian food and everyone of us had nasi lemak! Nice~ Then we straightaway went to the city centre. Visited the landmark there-the castle and celebrated dudu's and jackie's birthday. Although it was really tiring that day, we were very happy. We woke up at 4am and i din even slept the night before, waited for bus for almost one and a half hour in the cold weather, jus to meet up with our dearest friends. Yea, it feels good. We find back the UCSI-feeling, where all of us were together, laughing, talking, shouting, crazying, and chiaming. Haha. Hoping that we can meet up very soon~ See you all! =)

2009-10-30T19:18:00.002Z

Looking forward for tomorrow~ Gonna meet up with UCSI friends in Nottingham! Too bad Swe San and Lai Hui cannot go~ Can't wait to meet up my dear ex-roommate and all those coming long way from Bath~ Will be departing from here 9.5 hours later~ Guys, see u there! =)

Revolution

2009-10-25T22:16:00.002Z

I observe a change in myself, esp through this blog. I used to post up thing s only when I am sad. But now, the number of those post is decreasing. And all the posts now seems to be "happier". Maybe i turn into a more optimistic person? I dunno. But if I do, I love this change.Yeah, I wanna live a happy life~

Startford-Upon-Avon

2009-10-24T22:24:00.008+01:00

Birth place of William Shakespeare, here we come!
Hello, Stratford-Upon-Avon! Loooks like a butterfly stops on the flower. But it is actually the flower's pattern!

Sunny day~ Nice weather. Although it rained at first..

Flowers with all kinds of colours~ I love them!

The sight-seeing bus that took us to all the interesting places. The price is 7pounds! So expensive~ Luckily the WPRA sponsored for us. Thanks to them~

The River Bank

At the river bank

House of William Shakespeare

Artistic?

This is a very interesting building~

Look at its structure.

The garden

A GIANT tree!!!

Beautiful swan at the River Avon.

No time for us to take a boat ride. Too bad~

Nice scene at the River Avon.

William Shakespeare-- Sonnet#18

Shall I compare thee to a Summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate:

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And Summer's lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And oft' is his gold complexion dimm'd;

And every fair from fair sometime declines,

By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd:

But thy eternal Summer shall not fade

Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;

Nor shall Death brag thou wanderest in his shade,

When in eternal lines to time thou growest:

So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,

So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

Cheers~~

2009-10-17T21:49:00.003+01:00

突然之间，很有感触。觉得自己很幸福。因为有你们-敬荟，秋仪，可灵，韵怡。因为你们，我在这里的日子好过很多。这是真的。

因为你们，我过得开心~

谢谢你们陪我煮晚餐~

谢谢你们陪我吃午餐~

谢谢你们陪我吃晚餐~

谢谢你们陪我喝咖啡~

谢谢你们陪我一起疯~

谢谢你们和我一起泡咖啡~

谢谢你们和我一起过日子~

谢谢你们和我一起乱七八糟~

有你们，让我更勇敢面对一个人在外面的生活。
珍惜身边的人与事物
cheers~~

It's dinner time!!

2009-10-16T18:07:00.003+01:00

今晚的晚餐~~第一次自己尝试住那么多道菜。其实也才两道~不过，很满意！哈哈~我要吃咯~=p

菜

肉

饭

均匀的营养。。

Shopping~~

2009-10-09T22:30:00.002+01:00

Tomorrow going shopping again~~

Hopefully can get a frying pan tml. And also a Physiochemical Principles of Pharmacy. Plus a notebook n a pair of boots.

First destination-- Portland the bookshop

Second destination-- Ikea

Third destination-- Quality Save

Forth destination-- Primark

Sure need to use a lot of money~~

Money Money Money~~